Stupid Feelings

You got me counting the seconds 

It happens every time 

And every time that you're near me 
my heart is running away 
Tell me you'll care for me now and forever 
I'll give anything to hear you say 
that I'm more than a friend 

A secret crush. Yep, that's what you are to me. I'm just watching you from afar and furtively smiles to myself contently. I would always steal a glance admiring your fine features.

Why don't I have the guts to tell you anything? 

Maybe because we're friends and I don't want to ruin that. Or is it because ayokong ma-reject? 

Ganito ba talaga? I always ask myself that. Hindi na ba ito mababago?

But then, I would just smile and sigh. Maybe staying a fool for you won't hurt. And besides, we're friends, right?